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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:11 am
    @@@@@Her head spinning, Marie dressed more
    @@@@@Her head spinning, Marie
    dressed more rapidly than she had ever done in her lifeShe tore out the message from the Tribune
    and left the oppressive suite, trying not to run to the bank of elevators but needing the crowds of the
    Paris streets, where she could keep moving without being noticedFrom one telephone kiosk to
    another
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    285
    The ride down to the lobby was both interminable and insufferable, the latter because of an
    American couple—he laden with camera equipment, she with purple eyelids and a peroxide
    bouffant apparently set in concrete—who kept complaining that not enough people in Paris, France,
    spoke EnglishThe elevator doors thankfully opened and Marie walked out rapidly into the
    crowded Meurice lobby
    As she crossed the marble floor toward the large glass doors of the ornate filigreed entrance, she
    suddenly, involuntarily stopped as an elderly man in a dark pin-striped suit gasped, his slender
    body lurching forward in a heavy leather chair below on her rightThe old man stared at her, his
    thin lips parted in astonishment, his eyes in shockJacques!” he whispered“My God, get out of here!”
    “I beg your What?”
    The aged Frenchman quickly, with difficulty, rose to his feet, his head subtly, swiftly, jerking in
    short movements as he scanned the lobby“You cannot be seen here, MrsWebb,” he said, his
    voice still a whisper but no less harsh and commanding“Don’t look at me! Look at your watch The Deuxième veteran glanced away, nodding aimlessly at several people
    in nearby chairs as he continued, his lips barely moving“Go out the door on the far left, the one
    used for luggageHurry!”
    “No!” replied Marie, her head down, her eyes on her watch“You know me but I don’t know
    you! Who are you?”
    “A friend of your husband
    “My God, is he here?”
    “The question is why are you here?”
    “I stayed at this hotel once beforeI thought he might remember it
    “He did but in the wrong context, I’m afraidMon Dieu, he never would have chosen it
    otherwise
    “I won’t! I have to find himWhere is he?”
    “You will leave or you may find only his corpseThere’s a message for you in the Paris
    Tribune—”
    “It’s in my purse‘Memom—’ ”
    “Call in several h
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    Fourteen minutes later, as he was removing and turning over the photographs on the wall behind
    the desk, the wall to the right of the cushioned bay window that overlooked the lawn outside, he
    recalled Conklin’s words about checking the windows and the curtains so that no one could enter or
    observe the scene inside
    Christ, it must be a mess in there
    It’s not very pleasantThe panes of the central bay window frame were splattered with blood cheap rolex and membranethe small brass latch? Not only was it free from its catch, the window itself was open—
    barely open, but nevertheless it was openBourne knelt on the cushioned seat and looked closely at
    the shiny brass fixture and the surrounding panes of glassThere were smudges among the rivulets
    of dried blood and tissue, coarse pressings on the stains that appeared to widen and thin them out
    into irregular shapesThen below the sill he saw louis vuitton vernis what kept the window from closingThe end of
    the left drape had been drawn out, a small piece of its tasseled fabric wedged beneath the lower
    window frameJason stepped back bewildered but not really surprisedThis was what he had been
    looking for, the missing piece in the complex puzzle that was the death of Norman Swayne
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    112
    Someone had climbed out that window after the shot that blew the general’s skull Tiffany Earrings apart
    Someone who could not risk being seen going through the front hall or out, the front door
    Someone who knew the house and the grounds A brutal killer from Medusa
    Goddamn it!
    Who? Who had been here? Flannagan Swayne’s wife! They would know, they had to know!
    Bourne lurched for the telephone on the desk; it began ringing before his hand touched it
    “Alex?”
    “No, Br’er Rabbit, it’s just an old friend, and I didn’t realize we were so free tank louis with names
    “We’re not, we shouldn’t be,” said Jason rapidly, imposing a control on himself he could barely
    exercise“Something happened a moment ago—I found somethingWhat can I do for you?”
    “I need you—out here where I amAre you free?”
    “Well, let’s see Cactus chuckled as he spoke“There are several board meetings I should
    rightfully attend, and the White House wants me for a power breakfastWhen and where, Br’er
    Rabbit?”
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:11 am
    @@@@@ "And bango! Myra said she'd been worried,
    @@@@@
    "And bango! Myra said she'd been worried, too -
    she and Ben bothSaid he was drinking too much,
    for one thing, and sometimes going in to his
    office with a ten o'clock shadowAlthough she
    said he looked spiffy enough when he went off on
    his tripAmazing how much neighbors see, even
    when they're not really close friendsBen and
    Myra didn't know aboutus, of course, but they
    knew damn well that Tom had been depressed
    You think they didn't know, I didn't say
    "Anyway, long story short, I invited him over
    There was a look in his eyes when he came inas if he thought maybe I intended
    to
    "Pick up where you left off," I said
    "Am I telling this or are you?"
    "Sorry
    358
    "Well, you're rightOf course you're rightI
    wanted to ask him into the kitchen for coffee, but
    we never got any farther than the hallHe wanted
    to kiss me She said this with a kind of defiant
    pridebut when it became
    obvious that he wanted more, I pushed him back and
    said I had something to sayHe said he knew it
    was bad from the way I looked, but nothing could
    hurt the way I hurt him when I said we couldn't
    see each other any moreThat's men for you - and
    they say we're the ones who know how to lay on the
    guilt
    "I said that just because we couldn't go on seeing
    each other romantically didn't mean I didn't still
    care about himThen I said several people had
    told me he was acting strange - not like himself -
    and I put that together with him not taking his
    antidepressant pills and began to worryI said I
    thought he was planning to kill himself
    She stopped for a moment, then went on
    "Before he came, I never meant to say it right out
    like th
    2:55 am
    @@@@@The battle between them clearer,
    @@@@@The battle between them clearer, their
    common ruthlessness undisguisedBut the - she always felt when she
    forced her courage to its reckless limits threatening as well as
    thrillingScarlett sensed something and unknown, hidden deep within
    her, that was in danger of breaking free of her controlFitz
    warned her that the townspeople were disturbed by her behavior
    "The O
    'hara is losing their respect," she said sternly"Your social life
    with the Anglos is different, it's distantThis racketing around with
    the Earl of Fenton rubs their noses in your preference for the
    enemy
    "I don't care if their damn noses are rubbed bloodyMy life is my own
    business Scarlett's vehemence startled Mrs"Is it
    like that, then?" she said, and her tone wasn't stern at all"Are
    you in love with him?"
    "No, I'm notAnd I'm not going to beSo leave me alone, and tell
    all of them to leave me alone, too
    Rosaleen Fitzpatrick kept her thoughts to herself after thatBut her
    instincts as a woman saw trouble in the feverish brightness of
    Scarlett's eyesAm I in love with Luke? MrsFitzpatrick's question
    forced Scarlett to question herselfNo, she answered at onceThen
    why am I out of sorts all day on the mornings he doesn't show up?
    She
    could find no convincing answerShe thought about what she'd
    learned
    from the letters of friends responding to her mention of himThe Earl
    of Fenton was notorious, they all saidNe possessed one of the
    greatest fortunes in Britain, owned properties in England and Scotland
    as well as his estate in Irelandhe was an intimate of the Prince of
    Wales, maintained a huge town house in London where rumored
    bacchanals
    alternated with famously elaborate entertainments to which all Society
    schemed for invitationshe had been the favored target of
    matchmaking
    parents for over twenty years, ever since he had inherited his title and
    wealth at the age of eighteen, but he had escaped capture by anyone,
    even several noted beauties with fortunes of their own
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:12 am
    @@@@@ “I should have killed him years ago,” Ian
    @@@@@
    “I should have killed him years ago,” Ian ranted as we packed what we needed for our raidMy
    final raid; I tried not to dwell on that“No, our mother should have drowned him at birth!”
    “He's your brother
    “I don't know why you keep saying thatAre you trying to make me feel worse?”
    Everyone was furious with KyleJared's lips were welded into a tight line of rage, and Jeb
    stroked his gun more than usual
    Jeb had been excited, planning to join us on this landmark raid, his first since I'd come to live
    hereHe was particularly keen to see the shuttle field up closeBut now, with Kyle putting us
    all in danger, he felt he had to stay behind just in caseNot getting his way put Jeb in a foul
    mood
    “Stuck behind with that creature,” he muttered to himself, rubbing the rifle barrel again–he
    wasn't getting any happier about the new member of his community“Missin' all the fun He
    spit on the floor
    We all knew where Kyle wasAs soon as he'd grasped how the Seeker-worm had magically
    transformed into the Lacey-human in the night, he'd slipped out the backI'd been expecting
    him to lead the party demanding the Seeker's death (I kept the cryotank always cradled in my
    arms; I slept lightly, my hand touching its smooth surface), but he was nowhere to be found, and
    Jeb had quashed the resistance easily in his absence
    Jared was the one to realize the jeep was goneAnd Ian had been the one to link the two
    absences
    “He's gone after Jodi,” Ian had groaned“What else?”
    Hope and despairI had given them one, Kyle the otherWould he betray them all before they
    could even make use of the hope?
    Jared and Jeb wanted to put off the raid until we knew if Kyle was successful–it would take
    him three days under the best circumstances,if his Jodi still lived in OregonIf he could find her
    there
    There was another place, another cave we could evacuate toA much smaller place, with no
    water, so we couldn't hide there lon
    2:55 am
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    “Enough for what? I'm not going to save this for a rainy day, JaredI'm sure we'll wish we had
    it again, and too soon, but I'm not going to let Walter scream in agony while I have a way to
    help him!”
    “That's not what I meant,” Jared saidHe spoke Gucci Clutches the way he did when he'd already thought
    about something long and hardSlow and even, like Walter's breath
    Doc frowned, confused
    “There's enough to stop the pain for maybe three or four days, that's all,” Jared said“If you
    give it to him in doses
    I didn't understand what Jared was saying, but Doc didHe turned to look at kelly hermes bag Walter again, and I saw a rim of fresh tears start to pool
    above his lower lidsHe opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out
    I wanted to know what they were talking about, but Jared's presence made me silent, brought
    back the reserve I rarely felt the need for anymore
    “You can't save himYou can only save him pain, Tiffany Earrings DocHis voice broke, like he was holding back a sob
    What's going on?I askedAs long as Melanie was going to be around, I might as well make use
    of her
    They're going to kill Walter,she told me matter-of-factlyhere's enough morphine to give him
    an overdose
    My gasp sounded loud in the quiet room, but it was really just a sale gucci handbags breathI didn't look up to see
    how the two healthy men would reactMy own tears pooled as I leaned over Walter's pillow
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:11 am
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    "It was Paragon Red, negative report, that's all
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    "No, sir
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    Dalleson walked toward him, and examined the Journal, fingering the spring clip on the beaverboard"Let's do it more neatly next time
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    The Jap mortar fired again and he startedThe shells were falling by the next platoon, the sound painful and jarring to himHe stared out on the moonlit river until his eyes deceived him; he began to think he could see the heads of men in the dark swirls of the currentCroft gazed down at his knees for an instant and then across the river againHe looked a little to the left or right of where he thought the Japanese bag dolce gabbana might be; from long experience he had learned a man could not look directly at an object and see it in the darknessSomething seemed to move in the grove, and a new trickle of sweat formed and rolled down his backHe twisted uncomfortablyCroft was unbearably tense, but the sensation was not wholly unpleasant
    He wondered if Wilson had noticed the sounds, and then in answer to his question, there was the loud unmistakable clicking of a machine gun boltTo Croft's keyed senses, the women rolex watches sound echoed up and down the river, and he was furious that Wilson should have revealed his positionThe rustling in the brush became louder and Croft was convinced he could hear voices whispering on the other side of the riverHe fumbled for a grenade and placed it at his feet
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:11 am
    @@@@@ She didn't seem at all upset by the older
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    She didn't seem at all upset by the older woman's criticism Scarlett was sure that Julia Ashley didn't care
    to know how she did at all"How do you do," she replied in kindShe
    inclined her head in a slight bow, the degree of inclination an exact
    replica of Miss Ashley's frigid politeness
    Who did this old woman think she was anyhow? "There is a tea tray in
    the drawing room," Julia said"You may pour out for MrsRing if you need more hot waterWe'll do our business in
    my library, MrButler, and take tea afterwards
    "Oh, Miss Julia, can't I listen while you and Rhett talk?" Rosemary
    begged"No, Rosemary, you may not And that's the end of that, I
    guess, Scarlett said to herselfJulia Ashley was walking away with
    Rhett obediently following behind"Come on, Scarlett, the drawing
    room's through here Rosemary opened a tall door and gestured to
    ScarlettThe room she entered was a surprise to ScarlettThere was
    none of the coldness of its owner about it and nothing intimidating
    It was very large, bigger than Minnie Wentworth's ballroomBut the
    floor was covered with an old Persian rug with a background of faded
    red, and the draperies at the tall windows were a warm soft rose
    color
    A bright fire crackled in the wide fireplace; sunlight poured through
    the sparkling window panes onto the brightly polished silver tea
    service, onto the gold and blue and rose velvet upholstery on broad,
    comfortable settees and winged chairsAnd an enormous yellow
    tabby
    cat was sleeping on the hearthScarlett shook her head slightly in
    wonderIt was difficult to believe that this cheerful, welcoming room
    had any connection with the stiff-backed woman in the black dress she
    had met outside its doorShe sat next to Rosemary on a settee"Tell
    me about Miss Ashley," she said, avid with curiosity
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    "Everything," Scarlett wailed"Everything's gone wrong, Mammy
    "Hush, now, it's only one cupAnd you got another tea set anyhow,
    just as prettyYou kin still have your tea party just like Mammy
    promised you Scarlett drew gucci boston bag back, horrifiedShe stared at Mammy's
    face and saw the shining love in the sunken eyes, eyes that did not
    see
    herShe couldn't stand itFirst Melanie, then
    Rhett, and now Mammy; everyone she loved had left her"Mammy," she logo louis vuitton said loudly, "Mammy, listen to
    me She grabbed the edge of the mattress and tried to
    shake it"Look at me," she sobbed, "me, my faceYou've got to
    know
    me, Mammy Will's big hands closed around her
    wrists"You don't want to discount fendi do that," he saidHis voice was soft, but
    his grip was like iron"She's happy when she's like that, Scarlett
    She's back in Savannah taking care of your mother when she was a
    little
    girlThose were happy times for herShe louis vuitton pink was young; she was
    strong;
    she wasn't in pain Scarlett struggled to get free
    "But I want her to know me, WillI never told her how much she
    means
    to me
    "You'll have your chanceLots of times she's different, sale gucci handbags knows
    everybod
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:11 am
    @@@@@ “I don’t have a kitchen, but there’s a
    @@@@@
    “I don’t have a kitchen, but there’s a lovely restaurant that serves fresh trout
    “One sacrifices,” sighed the psychiatrist
    “I think you should eat in the room Bourne’s voice was now adamant
    “I will not be a prisoner,” said Marie quietly, her gaze fixed on her husband“Nobody knows
    who we are or where we are, and I submit that someone who locks herself in her room and is never
    seen draws far more attention than a perfectly normal Frenchwoman who goes about her normal
    business of living
    “She’s got a point,” observed Alex“If Carlos has his network calling around, someone
    behaving abnormally could be picked upBesides, Panov’s from left field—pretend you’re a doctor
    or something, MoNobody’ll believe it, but it’ll add a touch of classFor reasons that escape me,
    doctors are usually above suspicion
    “Psychopathic ingrate,” mumbled Panov
    “May we get back to business?” said Bourne curtly
    “You’re very rude, David
    “I’m very impatient, do you mind?”
    “Okay, cool it,” said Conklin“We’re all uptight, but things have got to be clearOnce
    Krupkin’s on board, his first job will be to trace the number Gates gave Prefontaine in Boston
    “Who gave what where?” asked the bewildered psychiatrist
    “You were out of it, MoPrefontaine’s an impeached judge who fell into a Jackal contactTo cut
    it short, the contact gave our judge a number here in Paris to reach the Jackal, but it didn’t coincide
    with the one Jason already hadBut there’s no question that the contact, a lawyer named Gates,
    reached Carlos
    “Randolph Gates? Boston’s gift to the boardrooms of Genghis Khan?”
    “That’s the one
    “Holy Christ—I’m sorry, I shouldn’t say that, I’m not a gentileWhat the hell, I’m nothing, but
    you’ll admit it’s a shoc
    2:55 am
    @@@@@“But I know the killing must stop; it’s what
    @@@@@“But I know the killing must stop; it’s what my woman tried to tell meI am a
    hypocrite, of course, for I am no stranger to killing, so I shall only say that this kind of killing must
    stopThere is no business arrangement here, no profit in the kill, only a sick madman’s vengeance
    that demands the unnecessary death of a mother and her childrenWhere is the profit there? No,
    the Jackal has gone too farHe, too, must now be stopped
    “That’s the most cold-blooded fucking reasoning I’ve ever heard!” cried John StJacques by the
    window
    “I thought your words were very well chosen,” said the former judge to the felon from Paris
    “And I think I’m out of my mind to have anything to do with either of you,” broke in Jason
    Bourne“But right now I don’t have a choiceIt’s eleven-thirty-five, gentlemenThe clock is
    running
    “The what?” asked Prefontaine
    “Whatever’s going to happen will happen during the next two, five, ten or twenty-four hours
    I’m flying back to Blackburne Airport, where I’ll create a scene, the bereaved husband and father
    who’s gone crazy over the killing of his wife and childrenIt won’t be difficult for me, I assure
    you; I’ll make a hell of a ruckusI’ll demand an immediate flight to Tranquility, and when I get
    here there’ll be three pine coffins on the pier, supposedly containing my wife and children
    “Everything as it should be,” interrupted the Frenchman
    “Very bien,” agreed Bourne“I’ll insist that one be opened, and then I’ll scream or collapse or
    both, whatever comes to mind, so that whoever’s watching won’t forget what they’ve seen
    Jacques here will have to control me—be rough, Johnny, be convincing—and finally I’ll be taken
    up to another villa, the one nearest the steps to the beach on the east pathThen the waiting
    begins
    “For this Jackal?” asked the Bostonian“He’ll know where you are?”
    “Of course he
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:11 am
    @@@@@Elizabeth began to snoreOne thing was
    @@@@@Elizabeth
    began to snoreOne thing was certain; if she had
    sleep apnea, she wouldn't die young
    "Missed a spot on your ear, muchacho," Wireman
    said, and tapped the lobe of his own with his fork"I'll be scrubbing it off
    everywhere for a couple of daysI splashed it
    around pretty good
    "What were you painting in the middle of the
    night?"
    "I don't want to talk about it right now
    He shrugged and nodded"You're getting that
    artist thang going
    "Don't start with me
    "Matters have come to a sad pass when I offer
    respect and you hear sarcasmGrow up big
    and strong like Wireman
    454
    I ate my huevosNow it was Tina Garibaldi's aunt in the
    electronic center ring, a girl not much older than
    my daughter MelindaShe was saying that God had
    decided the State of Florida would be too slow and
    had punished "that monster" HimselfI thought,
    Got a point there, muchacha, only it wasn't God
    "Turn that shit-carnival off," I said
    He killed the tube, then turned to me attentively
    "Maybe you were right about the artist thangI've
    decided to show my stuff at the Scoto, if that guy
    Nannuzzi still wants to show it
    Wireman smiled and patted his hands together
    softly, so as not to wake Elizabeth"Excellent!
    Edgar seeks the bubble reputation! And why not?
    Just why the hell not?"
    "I don't seek the bubble anything," I said,
    wondering if that were completely true"But if
    they offer me a contract, would you come out of
    retirement long enough to look it over?"
    His smile faded"I will if I'm around, but I
    don't know how long I'll be around He saw the
    look on my face and raised his hand"I ain't
    tuning up the Dead March yet, but ask yourself
    455
    this, mi amigo: am I still the right man to take
    care of Miss Eastlake? In my current condition?"
    And because that was a can of worms I didn't want
    to open - not this morning - I asked, "How did you
    get the job in the first place?"
    "Does it matter?"
    "It might," I
    2:55 am
    @@@@@I was afraid they'd taken her
    @@@@@I was afraid they'd
    taken her away
    "Scarlett, look," said Rhett The open windows above the drive framed a distant
    cluster of lights, torches, moving towards the house
    "Run!" said ScarlettShe saw Rhett's face in the orange light of the
    fire-filled sky, capable and strongNow she could look at him, lean
    on himhe put his hand beneath her arm, supporting
    her
    even as he hurried herDown the stairs they ran and through the
    ballroomThe firelit heroes of Tara were life-like above their
    heads
    The colonnade to the kitchen wing was glaringly bright, and they could
    hear a blurred roaring of far-off angry shoutsScarlett slammed the
    kitchen door behind them"help me bolt it," she gaspedRhett took
    the iron bar from her, dropped it into its slots"What is your name?"
    said CatShe walked out from the shadows near the hearth
    There was a frog in his throat"You two can make friends later," said
    Scarlett"We've got to get to the stablesThere's a door to the
    kitchen garden, it's got high walls, though, I don't know if there's
    another door out of itDo you know, Cat?"
    "Are we running away?"
    "Yes, Kitty Cat, the people who made the awful noise want hurt us
    "Do they have stones?"
    "Very big ones Rhett found the door to the kitchen garden, looked
    out"I lift you onto my shoulders, Scarlett, then you can reach the
    top the wallI'll hand Cat up to you
    "Fine, but maybe there's a doo
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    The woman eyed me doubtfully
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    “How many cells?” Doc asked, curious“How many young?”
    I shrugged
    The eyes that I could see widened, looked a little wilderI tried not to feel hurt when Wes
    cringed away from me
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    Aaron and Andy had wary, disturbed expressions on their facesThey'd never heard me teach
    beforeNever heard me speak so much
    “When does that happen? Is there a catalyst?” Doc askedA voluntary choice,” I told him“It's the only way we ever willingly choose to
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    “Painful?”
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